乱说

我一直认为 纯洁   的定义是 不知道怎么算计人 ，善良， 有颗孩童般的心。

我一直认为纯洁和性没有什么联系 。

处女不一定纯洁 

妓女  非处女不一定不纯洁 。

she dicided  2 leave him . but he dont accept it .   she try 2 hide fr him . so she is here .
he isa  fat .but warm-- hearted  person . he loss fat because of her . he change a lot ,because of her .
she keep contact to other guys .   who is the one she reaaly loves  .i dont know .

he knew them although and make noise . i dont know  what should i do . 

he loves her , but he cant give that kind of love style  she dreams of .... or want s....    they broke up this time  .looks evry serious .   alll  i hope is   they can keep  peaceand friendly .

love is a long long journey   .some people keeping in seeking the one ,he is so called playboy .someone choose to stay waiting the one really comes .    i choose seeking and waiting .

alarm @830am     got up @850am met ZF LQ @downstairs  910am. 

collect uniform @DDM     no right size 4me  need to comes back  when they get .  the dress is above the knee  need longer it also . 

Done pysical EXAM @stuff clinical    urine analysis    height  weight   bp   blood taken  x-ray  chest     collect result   

lunch time    running  nose   rainning   

Q up waiting see Dr.   MAGAZINE   . ARTICAL:"  i lost my baby  and my husband "    J &Pmarried long time .   P  become  MR. AVERAGE .  J meet M   .they had affairs .  J got baby , P found the AFFAIR   fr J 's  SMS .   J aborted the baby , all of a sudden  .find  M got new girlfriend already .  J &M  keep have  sex relationship . but  M want to spend more time with his new GF .   J  leaved ...........     hehe    dear J


0052  it's my  turn


meet  doctor     eyesite   earsite test    breast   abd   pysical EXAM .

on line    .1600pm      .

 

16/03/09    need go to S city . begin my work .  everything is new to me . so fearful , the feeling comes from  i dont have  any idea abt the new area .  i need to walk into  the war . i dont know   . but it will come sooner or later . do it  the sonner the better ,now that i must face it .  hehehe 

waiting for long time . it finally  comes .

8:30am   .  05/03/09.  we got on  the bus , it took 10hrs  to Lijiang .   During the time . we watched 韩城攻略  满城尽带黄金甲 .
we met  other friend who more familair  zbt LIJIANG  . she  booked  hotel  already . because the person who had the hotel is some  they knew . so  a room with 3beds  , tele , bathroom  is only RMB50  per night . ( temperatuer 17degree)

06/03 /09  we got a friend from a friends friend . she is very helpful . alone the  river . we  went to 黑龙潭       RMB 80 per  person .but if you live in  lijiang  , or anything can show you have  relativation with lijiang , it is free .      afternoon  we went to  the old town of lijiang .   after the dinner . we went  the old town of Suhe . it t00k rmb2 /person .  Suhe is much more quiet  than the old town of lijiang .(temperature 9-13degree)

07/03/09 it is sunshin ,but i  wearing all my clothes  2t-shirt ,3 coat s  .2 jeans . 0800am  we took bus to yulong snow mountain . need RMB10 /person AND 30MINUTS .  the tiket rmb80per person   the ticket including the fee to all the views . we planed went  to  the montain,RMB140,but becasue odf the wind from the montian  condition is not so well . the rope way to the there was closed . so we choose anther view.  --- MAONIU PING .    RMB70 per person , it including the fee of return bus . the small ropeway return  maoniuping . on the way back to ,we went to we have the dinner at the friends 'house .then she accompainied us to buy ticket to Kunming  rmb153 per person  .the evening of the old town of lijiang  is  very  crowed ,   especailly  people form SICHUAN   and north part of  China .

08/03/09 we went to LASHIHAI .  we boating , ride horse .
at noon we went Suhe  agian . back to lijing ,we have chi-chat with the drive .he is handsome but i expect he can speak putonghua  . we asked him to help us to identify the sliver accesaries ,the young man listened TO the CANBERRIES <ZOMBIE>smiled  ,and just have a glanCE of the them said  he will only give rmb5 to buy the brecelets. eeeeeeeeeee  

830 PM the bus to kunming start to drive from the station .355am 09/03/09 we got Kunming . to my house , it take rmb 12 3person to there .


  LIjiang is .......   i will go there again but  not in spring and winter .  hehe

那个瞬间  我仿佛了解到了 永恒  心灵 灵魂  之类的东西在哪里 十三年间活着的意义全部相互抵消那样 我思考着  这之后的下一个瞬间 变得无比悲伤

明里的温暖和她的灵魂  该如何相待  该带去那里  那是我所不知道的。。。 我们深知这之后  我们无法一直在一起  我们的面前  无奈的摆着前所未有那般巨大的人生 和无法跨越的茫然的时间 

1st  feb went back .
7th feb  met datou .  and  visted  ym 
5th feb visted  cosion .
 7th received  ong 's  gift . should  gave money to  him  .but went 2 bank  forgot to bring Identity card .  so  delaied to  do tmr .

 tmr shoud buy train ticket 4  the day after tmr . went back to home town . 
1 day vistor  gugu  xx 's family  . 1 day with  xiaobai 
3day's with grandpapa mama . 1 day with xiaobai

back  to kunming  should be 17 feb

jihong   if want to go  

they plan go lijiang  on march .   


 today  we move house . but only me and mama   . baba is not here , and gege is ...   we took bus    . baba  told us  need to
 arrive  there at a proper time .  so it can keep us peace and everthing good . but gege is not together with us . i should work hard . and buy a  big  big house for her . and buy a car for her  then mama  no need to took  bus . and carry  heavy  items . get more money . find a maid for her .hehe

i really  dont like gege  . he always  talks  more than  do .  and lazy . ask him to do sth  .he always got angry . and  keep saying sth words laudly  . even my mama  asked him to do .      i cant stand it  . but i said nothing to him .    
 i hope he can change . 


mama likes to ask  him to do this  . to do that .  i know mama  is not really ask him to do . she just feels lonely . papa is not here  . and gege always like  reading book in his room  .  and i am not  by her side .  



hehe 

 and i find a rumor of  ym 's son with another woman  .hehe  it 's a scandle .     ym  is so  strong . she solved it   .  hope her family   keep everything undercontrol

total up for the money spent ；

SD： 51+31 giordano 

SD 16+16+2+13  chomel accessary   lj  datou xx 

SD 49 +25 +2   evening primrose  gg xx'mama

still need to buy gift   to  ym  xx'papa   ym's grandson  lj's sister  xl
ym 88 xx'papa 43 ym's grandson ...  lj's sister .... xl 18 

82+47+76+88+61=354+.... +.....

hehe